haiiiiiii.... i'm so troubled.. y? cos i dunno abt wat's ahead of me.. my future.. wat i want, wat i want to do, or be.. nothin seems to be enjoyable..

as for my current job.. i have very nice n gd bosses.. but somehow.. mayb i feel the job doesn't suit me... san fen zhong re du ba... perhaps i belong to the pharmacy but probably not as well.. i miss my attachment days, i miss my fun colleagues.. lighten the day with laughter, joy.. y i can't get those feelins back, y i dun have fun colleagues.. NOT FUN at all.. alrite i noe dat work suppose to be not fun, but while.. i've been thru fun ones, so y can't i get it back.. boring work life really turn me off..

so wat am i goin to do in the future.. alot of ppl say, the attitude i'm haven't aint goin to get me anywhere to my BONUS.. while true la... but wat can i do.. i dunno wat i want.. i juz wan to rest ba.. tired.. lethargic.. i wan to play.. u may think i'm too playful, while.. i got nothin to say..

but at the same time, i can't stop workin.. no income leh.. nobody support me.. n i got lots of expenses.. AHHHHHH........ WHAT'S MY FUTURE? hai.. should i go work anot? if yes work as wat? part time or full time? am i goin to stay long on my job? so wat if i've got a diploma dat i slogged 3 yrs for it.. so wat? i'm stuck.. hai.. or i'm juz plain LAZY.. wateva it is.. i dun care.. i'm tired.. let me slp foreva can? den i won't need to think or worry abt all these things le..